Tuesday, September 26, 2006
haiz..love is painful to me de lor so no matter wad my peers says but i dun think i will be ready to have another relationship its juzt wasting my time and yadayada....the list goes on but haiz i'm such a let down cause theres some one still waiting for me but den i really dun think it will be so soon lor....really pain la...my soul left me le so its juz a shell down here but if thats ture den why do i feel pain when i wants to pretend thats im not....haiz...maybe i' better on my own bah..den i do somting really siao...took out my wallet den take 1 of there neo print i taken with him and ya...i cut it into pieces den i noe if he see tis post he will sad de la but i did anyway...den after cutting i try to stivk it back ya noe the photos is left with a scar and i told ivy that 'yup thats the scar in my heart noe'maybe if can de hua hope he can forget me bah..den ya i move on and be my oldself lor wad i can do?But i will still try my best and see how it goes and erm in oct 7 who want go far east with me?valerie lee is going too and kekeke she say i chio siao sia..i not lor den dun wan write liao le lah