crapping here le wors,haiz i feel so sour right now!I have been carrying a aching heart all tis years,nobody knows.Not even ture friends noe what i am thinking,there have been one.I likes to lie to others bout what i'm feeling but deep down u noe its jus a stupid lie and u wants to cry over it!NO maybe i'm juz too stubbon ,too stupid to care,all it ends up geeting me hurt!I dun wan your stupid lie,i dun wan your crapping pity me!Ture friend once told me what he saw from me..'even when u are laughing,even when u are smiling,deep down side u wants to cry.'Are u happy right now?I wants to take over u,i wants to join u,i felt so guilty do u even noes that?i should not have push u away or i will not be the one right now!From the day that u died is the day i died too!Its juz...its juz..i'm still alive and beating the hearbeat..still likes to hide my ture feelings from other i dun get hurt like u do.when are u going to take me along with u?U noes me to well le